I am kind of a solo magical practitioner, but as I cut through this rat race in this city(Portland), I find I need a community I can go and vent to, or get help, find out about better jobs or anything like that, these are things that people go to church for, and the help they get through that network of their church, I don't go to church, Fuck church! But I deserve the same help as those people get from their group, anyway I am venting because I am pisted! Anyway I don't want to join any real pagan group, as far as I know, but I would like to join a group that supports me as the individual on their own pagan path, maybe like a friend would that doesn't know anything about majic, but it would still be better to find it in the pagan community, see I am a strong will individualist, or so I would like to think. As many are on this path, and to have to go up against a world that seems like it just wants to brake you down to shit!, I say fuck that! I will fight! Do my fucking best but pagan community, I need your help!, please answer my call! See I am frustrated because I don't know where to turn and I need support, even if it's just enough to just hold my chin up. Magic works for somethings, but sometimes I got to reach with any resource I can think of, shit anyway, can anybody relate to what i am trying to express? If so, I would love to hear from you!